If I have to

Make my own coffee

Talk to myself in the morning

Make my list of chores


Warm myself

Drive everywhere

Take out my own trash

Listen to myself complain

Make my bed

Clean my clothes

Cry alone

Console myself

Remember who to trust.

Get frustrated and have nobody

To listen to me whine.

Read myself

Watch a movie alone

Lose myself in fantasy

And have to return myself.

Repeat the cycle every day

For years and years and years.


How am I not alone?