Sanity licks an angry blade
Then leaves it laying on the floor.
Calling, with waning feelings
Isn’t that what you’re here for?
Pretending your life, the lie
Holds within it a balance of reason
That cares not
For feelings or season.
Awakening from a coma
Self induced, of course.
Led to an obtuse male
If nothing, but by force.
Belief in what was not real
While he confused the truth with his lie
Embedded in what he thought was real
The truth was he wouldn’t fly.
Everyone but me was right about him
As they told me he was a fraud.
I believed every word he said
As if he were some God.
A catfish of epic proportion
In what was my season of doubt
Now, in hindsight
Wish I had gone another route.
Another had to pay for his crimes
Like a boy he didn’t stay
I’m happy to be the one
The one that got away.
Maybe he will trick someone else
I wish I could stop the crime
But I don’t have any sympathy inside me
And I really don’t have the time.
My life has changed so much since then
I only think of him when I doubt
My love knows where it comes from
Especially when I pout.
Stop coming to where I am
Thinking maybe I believed your lies
You were a trial and error in a time
When I couldn’t tell the shit from the flies.